I am by no means new to MMO's, but I am new to having a healing class as my main. I think I'm doing fine as a healer, having cleared everything up to HM Titan with less gear than was recommended, and with less difficulty than most seem to experience.

In the past I've always been a dps class where my responsibility seemed less - I didn't feel like I was helping children cross a six lane highway. On FFXIV, I seem to experience anxiety when joining groups, because I feel like everyone's life is in my hands. After the fights are over, I am riddled with self doubt about how good my healing was. I guess what I'm saying is: As DD I could parse my damage and see how I stacked against others in my group or guild. As a healer, some of my performance questions go unanswered.

To you great healers out there: am I alone on this? Lol

Maybe I'm just being crazy, but I would love to hear what you all have to say!

Thanks

Ky