My instincts tell me progging shouldn't be this horrible
i've been progging TOP this patch and this is my semi-first experience doing an on-patch Ultimate.
I've always been told that the only fun part of raiding is the first prog, that after clearing it just becomes boring.
However, I've been having so, so, so much trouble and am struggling so much progging TOP that it has become not fun.
At this point I no longer have a drive to play the game, I just login during static raid hours and immediately log off when it ends, it's the first time in many, many years where I've picked up a new game to play as a full game.
If first prog is supposed to be "the fun part" then why is it so horrible in general?
-I'm locked into one job for the entirety of the prog, and switching jobs requires me to waste time I simply do not have
-speaking of time, I am constantly being rushed and compared with the progress of other people
-I've been required to basically spoil the entire fight by reading guides and watching PoVs of the entire fight
-resolving the mechanics no longer gives me any dopamine, I'm just waiting for 7 other people to get it right and not mess up the mechanic I've already solved 1000 times before.
Comparatively, I've had so much fun raiding abyssos after I cleared it on week 4
I've learned new jobs, I've optimized the fights, I've joined clear pfs and helped tons of friends and random PFers clear, I even joined streamer pfs and made a lot of friends.
Something tells me that this shouldn't be so bad, that I'm doing something wrong.
But then I ask other friends what their experience is... most of them quit and gave up progging due to the same reasons.