looking for some help

I was wondering if it were possible to get some emotional help

I have been part of the community for I think 5 years, I played 11, I went to the last Fan Fest

the common feeling I get is this shell of fakeness, that I need to get over i guess, but I'm having to deal with multiple emotional issues, I know they say you can simply talk to a doctor but it can get expensive real quick, even with insurance...

I have never really asked for anything from the community in general, I remember complaining every so often about particular updates, lol still looking forward to those new Relics, Also I hosted a big march a few months before Stormblood.

physically doing really well, Pedaling a lot more often, not playing too often.

To be honest I'm breaking down, I experienced something horrible back in November, after that things started to spiral out of control,

if anyone is interested in chatting, please contact me, I will be online tonight,

my character name is Fayt Enderas

also this is a big step for me to realize im hurting, to post this, The conundrum that I have is that I need to talk to someone from a outside party, and there is many reasons why.

P.S. Square Enix Staff
Im sorry in advance if I am breaking any Forum rules by posting this, it was very awesome to hang out with you guys back at the last Fan Fest

Hi,

I am noticing you are looking for support and want to chat.

I have just notice today. And I am trying to see if I can add you, however it seem the search invalid. I am wondering if you have already left or already found support.

IGN: Kimora Froppy

no I'm still in the server

Fayt Enderas

that is weird, I will try to contact you, it maybe late tonight or tomorrow I will be online

Will send a mail

Thank you!

I am still trying to add you, and still not working

and if you are on.

I am most welcome to have you accepted as a friend if you can request me.