A Tiresome List of Regrets
To whom this letter may reach,
Where to begin... In all honesty, I am quite terrible with words, though you may have already realized this in my all-too-familiar stoic expression. In fact, one of my few regrets is not having the words to say when I need them.
Right. Maybe that’s a good place to start.
Perhaps it would be the regret of not expressing words of consolation and grief to the father of some of my dearest friends, one in particular, who’s name would echo in Ishgard’s history for many winters to come. I can only recall the extent in which a man of his stature gave my friends and I a place to call home, even after being exiled for falsely accused crimes, only to crumble at the tragic news bestowed upon him. And yet, all I could do was watch helplessly. In that instant, I wished to give up. Retire all these titles and weep for days to come.
But the words of my friends washed those thoughts away. Though my words may be lacking, I knew in my heart I could bolster the actions to make things right. For Haurchefant. For Ysayle. For Ishgard, and for Her children. The rest, you can take a guess.
Mayhap another regret was not taking more time to sight see. As an adventurer, battles may call to you in earnest, but as an Astrologian, the skies do beckon me to read what fates transcribe in the stars, though some might find that as an excuse to go stargazing. I wish you could've been at the Dawn Throne with me that day. The Azim Steppe's sky bled the blues across the horizon, the blanket of stars glittering bright, as if they were telling to stay strong. I felt something stir in me that night... So I pressed on. For Meffrid. For Tsuyu. For Ala Mhigo. For Doma.
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My trip to the First has taught me to never forsake the simplest things in life. When I first saw how the return of the night sky impacted those of the First, I dared not wish to sit idly and allow the Light to consume their star and their people any further. Their smiles, their joy; it inspired me. But when my attempts to conceal the Light shattered, I felt so.... hopeless. I wished to give up. I failed. I could not even bring myself to leave the Inn and showed my face to those in the Crystarium.
But the people were so worried about it... They all wanted to play some part in helping me rid this realm of Sin Eaters once and for all. Their kind words burned the flames in me once more, and again, I pressed on.
A spot in the First serves as a reminder that where there is war, there is freedom. Where there are friends, there is hope. And where there is darkness, there is light. A favored spot of one of my dearest friends. A spot where friends could one day sit and talk.
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I hope one day I can see you there.
Sincerely,
Robin Sephirus.
- Gaelicap
My journey from the beginning to the present.......
To my families and friends at home, I left home for travel to everywhere and some adventures. When I arrived at Gridrana, I started to learn many stuff. I became an archer and did some simple quests. Later, I finally went to some different cities to help out. Also, I made some friends. They are not bad. Eventually, I learned something about myself. I have a blessing from Great Crystal. It's called "Echo". It protects me from danger. Due to it, many people started asking for my help. I had positive and negative experiences after that. Recently, I went through an out-of-world experience. You may not believe me, but I literally went to a different world against my will. When I arrived there, I thought that I ended up being in afterlife for sure. It's because of the sky looking differernt and never go dark during nighttime. Later, I met up with my comrades whose collasped out of blue in our world and learned something about the sky. This sky is actually the Light ather. It can corrupt you if you touch it. I decided to stay in that world for a while because I found out if my comrades and I go back to our world now, I will be dead for some reason. Also, I can't leave this world's people facing their demise slowly, so I went ahead and clear all of the sky out of the Light to bring real nighttime back to them. I am really glad to see the people being happy about their sky. They never saw the nighttime sky for a century. There are still work to do in their world. Now I am capable of travel between 2 different world. I realized that I did not tell you of my travel plan before I left home and I never write letters back to home. I am sorry about that. I am fine and am doing well. I will come home to visit you one day after I finish doing something for both the worlds' sake. I need to thank all the people from past, present, and future for saving my life. They did their role to save my life in their time. I hope all of you are doing okay. Please stay safe since we are still at war against the Garlean Empire. Stay alive until I come home to see all of you. I will bring gifts. Your son and friend, Noix G. (I want the Noble Barding if you select my letter)