Aymeric, A letter never meant to see the light of day
Three years now. More than actually. To think that’s how long I’ve known you. It feels like it was only yesterday, doesn’t it? The day we’ve first met. The day I first set eyes on you.
You in your blue armor and robes. The sword at your side. I was still a Paladin, still devoted to the order and truth. About ready to break from everything placed on me but still pushing forward. Still willing to do what's needed to done.
I thought you to be one like those stuffy uptight men. Serious to the point and you were. Yet you have a selflessness to you. There was compassion. An honest desire to help. You were different from the Elezens I’ve met in Gridania—conceited and arrogant.
You were kind. Not fearful, suspicious or disgusted. I knew what most saw at first when meeting me.
Demon. Dragonspawn. Voidsent.
You’ve heard of my deeds, placed me on a pedestal and still talked to me as if I was normal. It was comforting to find another person like that.
It still is.
My legend’s grown bigger and I forget some days who I really am.
Sometimes the pressure is too much and it’s why I’ve found comfort as a Dark Knight, which admittedly, you took in stride.
Thank you, by the way. You accepted my choice to lay down my shield. You didn’t question it.
I suppose, that’s why I admire you.
Except admire is too tame. I don’t have a proper word to give you, to explain what I truly feel. Probably for the best. It’s not the best time. Probably never will be.
From one conflict to another.
At least... your home is on the mend.
I’m still trying to find mine. I just wish… I could find one with you.
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Zephryn Trevelyan (Goblin) would like the bluebird earrings if this is a winning entry. Thank you.