People aren't mocking your lack of English so much as your inconsistency. You misspell the same word 2 or more different ways in the same paragraph. Moreover, you misspell proper nouns like "Qarn," which is not a word in English.
This shows that you're not proofreading your posts when you make them, which is strongly advised for everyone, but especially those who are not native speakers of the language they're attempting to communicate in.
In short, they're not mocking your spelling and grammar (which is fine, by the way) so much as your lack of proofreading.
On topic, if you're having trouble, make your own group. Everyone has zodiac horror stories, and those on different stages would be willing to help you. For example, a lot of people working on Novus would likely be glad to help you, as Qarn gives decent soldiery.
