I think what puts me off Bozja is, honestly, the story and not the grinding.
I can do a good grind when I want to but having found out the fates of the other Blades just... makes me not want to continue. The other Blades weren't flawless but they get reprimanded for their treatment of Misija. Them getting tempered was a nice way to raise the stakes and make the way Save the Queen was presented as the focal point of controlling them an out to at least getting them back and dealing with the consequences of them being tempered later. Then the MSQ certainly raised the prospect of saving them entirely but this turn of events in the latest addition just felt so incredibly wrong to me, tempering them to the point where they no longer resemble themselves and fusing them into aberrations just... Misija may not be repentant in the broad sense for what she did but what she had to endure doesn't justify such... just wrong things to do to someone... The lore pages for the Blades and the things they turn into just really hits me hard, it's tragic in so many ways.
I know this is a war we're fighting and the old saying of 'war is hell' certainly rings true here with this story but we're the WoL! We're supposed to save people and yes we can't save everyone from everything but we, with the latest addition to Bozja, saved absolutely no one. I hope in some way this gets better because I honestly don't want to keep subjecting myself to such a depressing story.