Yeah, thats how I feel when I play FINAL FANTASY XI. Hi, I'm not really new to the game, started playing in 2008, on Remora Server. It was lower populated, but I managed to level up SCH to 68(I love the job and its variations, from other RPGs, including FF). But since december 2009 I stopped playing. I really want to play FFXI again, but I feel really overwhelmed with so many things that you should know to play a job effectively. So many macros to write, new equipments and underleveled subjobs... And the worst, I'm really afraid of joining a party! I feel like I won't do the right thing, like I should cast or not a spell, if I'm buffing correctly, etc! It is really annoying. Its hard to form a party, and you don't manage to do what you're suposed to do, that sucks... And it infuriates me, because I'm not even trying...
What should I do? T.T
I apologize for my English, I'm not a native English speaker.
EDIT: Oh, and I'm currently on Asura Server.
Thanks! =)