I owe all the GM's and appology, and especially the one that talked to me before, i was rude, out of line, and obnoxious, and there was no call for that, i cant remember how to spell your name but you know who you are. I have no excuse for my behavior, i was in a bad mood, and mad because some dear old friends turned enemy on me after 20 years of playing with them, and it broke my heart. I didn't mean to take it out on you ,you did nothing wrong and i deserved my punishment. please forgive me for being such a jerk.