The level of misanthropy and antagonism that you exhibit through each forum post is worthy of seeking professional help. It's just a vicious cycle for you because your neural reward pathways are so broken, you have to be a jerk to everyone in order to feel any kind of dopamine response. I'm certain there is a combination of serotonin and dopamine therapy, that would make SpicyRyan just turn into NormalRyan. There is hope through wellness therapy and medication if necessary, if you choose to seek it out. You don't have to be this way this forever.
That's the most unpredictable and ironic thing about Mental Health: You can be blissfully unaware of core cognitive and emotional malfunctions, but still be categorically high-functioning in many other human capacities. This is exactly why those with mental health issues cannot diagnose themselves but can identify when it's time to seek help. In SpicyRyan's case, he has to be an antagonizing jerk to everyone because he's physically incapable of experiencing joy, otherwise. I hope your behavior serves as an indicator for others experiencing the same symptoms and with a modicum of introspection, take the first step to seeking help.
私の言葉に悪意があるとは考えないでください。
Please do not consider my words to be malicious.
How in the world do you ever find the time to post such yarns when it cuts into your budgeted "glance at diploma from armchair" timetable?
The irony being that the bouquet of flowers you just smashed into your keyboard there is a much finer antagonistic pursuit. Spare us all the thesaurus on the fine china though, please. As this is an Arby's, sir.
|
© SQUARE ENIX FINAL FANTASY, SQUARE ENIX, and the SQUARE ENIX logo are registered trademarks of Square Enix Holdings Co., Ltd. Vana'diel , Tetra Master, PLAYONLINE, the PLAYONLINE logo, Rise of the Zilart, Chains of Promathia, Treasures of Aht Urhgan, and Wings of the Goddess are registered trademarks of Square Enix Co., Ltd. The rating icon is a registered trademark of the Entertainment Software Association. All other trademarks are the property of their respective owners. Online play requires internet connection. |