Originally Posted by
Camiie
I played that game back in the day and it sucked. People treated each other like utter shit. There were personal attacks galore between opposing LSes and even between the members within them. The only respect paid to anyone was by members hoping to gain favor with leadership or by the handful of us who still managed to maintain our humanity through it all.
There was no actual joy in claiming or in victory. There was only relief that the pain was over for now and schadenfreude in the competition's failure. Not that they actually failed mind you. It's just that their 3rd party claim tool was beaten that night by our 3rd party claim tool. So much for a test of skill. It's more a test of latency, PC specs, and pure dumb luck.
The fake joy in getting a rare drop was the same. That was simply relief as well. Of course every rare drop I ever got was met with resentment by someone else. It's impossible to remember a time back then when I got something and someone else in the group wasn't disappointed or upset at least a little. I'd actually end up feeling guilty for getting something I had earned.
I look back and think, "What part of that was fun?" I can only surmise that I was so desperate for a social gaming experience that I was willing to put up with a lot of nonsense. I also didn't really understand what an online gaming experience truly entailed. Even after all the leveling and the jerkassery involved with that I still didn't understand the true dark side of online gaming. I never imagined things could get that personal, that emotional, and that miserable. When I bought this game I was hoping for a truly cooperative experience. Silly me for thinking that was possible. If I knew then what I know now I never would have even bought FFXI at all.
So, I'm sorry. I can't support you in your goal to bring back the old days of FFXI. In the words of Yuna, "I don't like your plan. It sucks."