Rosina, I too have mental health problems which I try to avoid going into detail about since nobody wants to hear it, even though you want people to understand you and why you react certain ways. I know that with illnesses like OCD and autism you feel fixated on doing things a certain way and it frustrates the hell out of you if it doesn't go the way you want it to. I have that problem too, there's things burned in my mind that I have trouble battling against and sometimes it's overwhelming that I can't control it, and the amount of stress caused by it affects my health and causes me to go nutso on forums. My advice to you and this is from experience is to log out the game, avoid this topic or infact avoid this forum for a few days and don't be tempted to come back to this topic otherwise it'll fire you up again, go watch TV or play some other solo game for a bit, go punch a pillow to let off some tension, research deeper into the stuff you want to improve on in FFXI from other sites, maybe even note down everything you discover and then go to a forum and enquire about whether anything has changed from what you've discovered. If you want to play things a certain way that's different to what everyone does then that's entirely up to you. Just don't try telling everyone they have to play it the same way because everyone has a right to play the way they want to play, including you.
Last edited by geekgirl101; 07-18-2012 at 08:20 AM.
Actually if I'm not mistaken alot of people from the FFXI dev team went to FFXIV and thats why we currently suffer the small team we have now, which is why not alot is being added.
If what mattered in ffxiv mattered in ffxi I wouldn't have my awsome cuddly wyvern. Which I obviously do so..... There you go.
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