You know I cannot tell if this is just my luck....or life's way of showing me the meaning of the word "irony". I literally just re-subbed today and downloaded the 8 hour update while i was at work. I'm driving home tonight thinking "At long last, I will finally get my fix of this game after 3 years.", and seriously....what to I log into? Wait...where's the PLAY button? What's going on? NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! Yup, let's just say, maybe I let my nostalgia get the best of me. Oh well, the way it seems it's going to work anyway is like this... I log in finally, look and realize that Midgardsormr is truly gone, I take a look at the broken LS sitting in my inventory and think back on all the folks I miss, try to take some time to find my bearings in the game while sitting in /sea for eternity, go do some soloing as i used to on my DRG when it was actually tough...well, kinda lol. And then what? Go look at all the places I've been, the subjobs i have never leveled.

As much as I was excited, I realize that after reading these forums and seeing all the complaints from the people who have stayed loyal/true to the game, that it may just be a /cry fest. Nobody to help the newbies when they do try to take the plunge, and just general lack of cheer..... I hate to see this die...and I blame this gd inability to log in at this moment for all of it!!!!! LOL I will be on Queza I guess now, and would love to meet new or old players. Let's go run through La Thiene with our level 1 mules naked and see who can make it to Selbina first!!!!! God i miss crazy stuff like that. Anyway, when this does get back up, which I hope is SOON, look me up, The names Gojyo as you can see. Maybe some of us can try to relive somethings before the day like this comes and there won't be anymore "When the servers come back up." Nice to be back even if I technically haven't had the chance to be "back" yet lmao