Papalymo,
I still miss you, you know? Times got tough after your passing. We keep fighting, there's not a day of tranquility, and sometimes I wonder if this is ever going to end. I guess you'd like to know how's Lyse. She's alright, and yes, she confessed your schemes – I think it was a bigger surprise to her rather than the rest of the scions. I digress.
That day Ilberd managed not only to bring a new fiend upon our land, he also took a piece of my heart in his stride. You were always so discreet, you kept things to yourself. I'm not sure if that's the reason why I never gathered the courage to tell you how I feel. I didn't take my last chance at Baelsar's Wall, and there isn't a single moment in which I don't regret my lack of confidence. I should have said I loved hearing your voice or how my heart skipped a beat every time you gave me that look of yours.
I can't recall exactly the moment I realized I was in love with you. And this might sound like a silly girl's delusions, though I can't help myself. Why didn't you let me stay by your side that day? We could have handled it together. Instead you just thought about my safety. I wonder, if I said right there how I feel, would you give up that ridiculous plan and come with me? Unlikely. You’re better than that. Wherever you are, I hope these words reach you, because I can’t live another day without saying I love you.
Yours truly, Lili.
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Written by Lili Chassagne
Server: Excalibur
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