Every adventure begins with a desire for the extraordinary. But never was there an adventure worth having that didn’t come with its share of pain. Pain withstood… and pain inflicted. Only after several years spent fighting desperate battles across every yalm of Eorzea and beyond alongside my comrades in the Scions of the Seventh Dawn did I finally learn that precious lesson.
Some time after the liberation of Ala Mhigo, a stroke of whimsy guided my steps back to Ishgard. The bracing cold chased away warmer memories in my mind, bringing to surface thoughts that had been buried for many moons. Some pleasant, others… less so. In the midst of this reflection, I reunited with a familiar face — the Dark Knight known as Sidurgu of the Obsidian Heart. I was gladdened to see him, as well as his companion Rielle. That was also the day I met Myste. My first interactions with the boy also felt like a reunion of sorts, as his features bore such striking similarities to friends from journeys past. I first doubted my sanity for feeling as such, but the events to follow confirmed that the connection Myste bore to me and my fallen comrades ran truly deep indeed.
The four of us partied up, following Myste’s lead on a naive quest to end the suffering of all those we happened upon along the way. Easing the regret of those who have died, and of those who are left behind… could such a thing have ever been possible? A day came when I encountered Myste for the final time. By his strange power, I confronted numerous simulacra — realistic depictions of foes whose blood had stained my own blade… my own hands, and even my very soul.
Even now, not a moon goes by that I don’t relive the events of that day in my dreams. I am grateful for it, as I could not forgive myself if the lessons I learned then were to fade into the obscurity of time. I realized, for the first time, that there is weight to every life one takes. Whether performed under the presence of justice or no, punishment must be meted out to the man who presumes to decide the fate of another. To bear the lingering regret of the lives piled high upon my conscience until the distant day that I can face them in reconciliation — that is my own punishment, one I carry out proudly.
Forget not, though, that suffering is just one side of the coin. On the reverse is joy, and therein lies the true reason that I remember Myste so fondly. When my mind’s eye looks upon the silhouettes of departed heroes from yesteryear, I also see the heroes who continue to stand beside me now and forevermore. I remember the day I procured a linkshell, and engraved upon it the name “Bottled Glory”. I remember the moment I met each fellow adventurer that graciously accepted one of those linkpearls from me. Countless faces that brightened all my days and gave every journey a purpose. They are every bit the Warrior of Light that I am, if not more so. May they ever walk in the light of the Crystal.
(Request: Scarf of Wondrous Wit)