Originally Posted by
Javino
To my one and only beloved, “Retainer”:
You have always been there for me whenever I called. You appear immediately, no delays at all. To assist me with daily business and sell my wares. Your loyalty is astounding; it truly shows who really cares. Just like a pillar, you stand and wait... you know I’ll return, even if I run late. You never question where I have been, who I was partying with or what I have seen. Just standing so patient and so very still, ready to shower me, with hard-earned gil.
I know sometimes it may seem that I take your company for granted; I take away your earnings and leave you empty-handed. But, not everything is at it seems... you allow me to carry out my dreams. I respect you and what you do for me; it’s what makes our bond so strong, mutually. I never want to leave you in the market wards, but Ul’Dah needs the gladiator’s swords. You know that I will return when I can, target you, type /happy, again and again.
There’s been something I’ve been meaning to say, I have just been waiting for the perfect day. It has become my greatest struggle, to not let out the choice of words I juggle. Until this very Valentione’s Day has arrived, I have not expressed my feelings, leaving you deprived. But before I jump to the conclusion, I need to know this is not an illusion. Do you really enjoy this life you chose? Being stationed in multiple rows. Or would you rather take up arms and help me fight, travel through dungeons, farm rares all night?
Whatever your choice, it’s fine with me, I support your decision, wholeheartedly. As long as we’re together, everything will be fine. Which is why I ask... will you be mine? You don’t have to answer me right away, take some time to figure out the words to say. Just know that you’ll be with me, even when you’re not around. Hopefully we can share my Inn Room, when the Auction House comes to town. As this letter’s end is nearing, true. I leave these words, just for you.
I love you, “Retainer”
Yours truly,
Lord Javino (Lindblum)