Oh no, I agree, I'm embellishing a bit, but even still, the attempts I have made have come to failure thus far, which tends to bring one down. I also hesitate to start my own static, because I freely admit, I have no idea how to do or manage a static raid party. It would be unfair for me to advertise looking for people, and then lead them poorly. I mean, worse come to worse, I will have to try, and only take people that fully understand that I'm regrettably new to this. For now, I guess I just grind my ass off for relevant gear, then worry about the rest.